As soon as we adopt the perspective of being a separate self, a subject, there is a tendency to objectify our experience. 
That is how the process of thinking operates once it is infected with the belief in separation. 
Therefore we tend to objectify reality, consciousness, god, truth. Unknowingly, we seek an experience, a state both of which are objects. This maintains the separate self.
God’s grace is revealed via our love for truth. All we can do is dedicate ourselves to awakening and to our contemplation of the reality and universality of consciousness. 
The rest we leave to grace.