Everything that appears to you refers to the innate peace of being/awareness. The mind that looks outwardly overlooks the Self, overlooks the transparency of being/awareness which is the knowing spaciousness of being.
When you contemplate the true I that I refers to, you will come to realize yourself to be the indivisible, infinite, invisible eternity of being.
You will realize that you have never been anything and that all things are seeming, mind impressions, none of which refers to a separate reality outside of the reality of being/awareness.
The peace and freedom of the Self will reveal itself.
While it is already so, only in jnana is the jnani knowingly so.