Do not be so concerned about your past thoughts and deeds.
All is well and is meant to be as it is.
What matters is for you to turn your attention to the reality that you are.
And this reality is not a limited personal impression. Not a limited consciousness.
No limited impression limits the wholeness that you are.
Only the realization of your true Self matters.
All else is like waves on the ocean.
Don’t worry and don’t regret.